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Thoughts…💭

Why are we all bound to maintain relations with all the relatives we are related to?
It is a open fact to all that every family has or will have one or the other can of worms which they don’t like,have ‘issues’with,or lets say have disappointments with…

Why is it always hard on someone who is,in some or the other way related to you to talk with?
Instead of cribbing about the discomforts happening in your relations,shouldn’t we discuss the matters,talking it out about all the thorns pricking you,with regard to family,friends,loved ones and whosoever close to you?

Were we all sent on earth to only hide our hard feelings on someone we actually want in life? but because of the standards we build within us,we forget the attachments and start hating them?
Is that why we were born? No right?

Take either friends,families,relationships,attachments or anything/anybody close to your heart;all those are to be believed,they are to be loved by our hearts and are to be accepted with loyalty.

With loyalty comes respect is what I believe in. And somewhere I feel betrayed because I was and am too loyal to those who l immensely love and respect from my heart.

I don’t really understand,why things go wrong even when we have positive intentions for a relation we have? Is it wrong to be innocent with people we love?

Sometimes,because of the random thoughts I get in my stubborn mind,I question my life. To be really honest with regard to this topic,I’m sure many of us would question the same thing.

To me,life is a paradox. More precisely,my life,with the things I have to always deal with,I think,I wonder,I dream,I disappoint myself,my only bosom buddy,so as to what life is?
What is life?

I would love to know your thoughts on this. Also if you would like to share about your personal experiences, you can definitely shoot an email too!

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A New Beginning 🎖️

It is a new beginning,

to which I don’t want an end.

The beginning of a new life,

for it feels like re-birth.

Profession, but means everything to me,

The beginning of a new journey,

a new phase of life which will never end,

A life of a lawyer, yes, the dream is coming true!

The above picture is from my recent internship which I completed at the Rajasthan High Court, Jaipur Bench. I am a student of Law and for the kind of degree I am pursuing, it is mandatory for every student to learn practical work while studying. We are supposed to do various internships in between our semesters. So, I recently was interning in one of the Honourable High Court’s in India(as mentioned above) and learnt a lot from it. Truly, this internship ignited the true fire in me to learn more, and become the best at this profession. I hope this journey of mine becomes successful soon!

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Waiting For Eternity

Remember that time you told me you would love me for eternity
You held me and looked me in the eyes and made me a promise
You looked so sincere and raw and vulnerable
You made me feel things I had promised never to feel
Yet you must have trouble telling the time
For you are gone and i’m still here waiting for eternity.

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Missing Piece

In every person you meet,
They have a missing piece
Fragments of yourself you can’t fathom alone
Opinions, knowledge, lessons, reasons.

All people come in different capacities, aptitudes and magnitudes.

Thus their ability to add to your story.
Really varies.
Some can add a chapter, page or line.
Antagonist or protagonist?

In this existence we share.

What impact will/can you have?

Artwork by Rafik Hariri.

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Be Bold

The word BOLD is such a cool word isn’t it? Filled with power and determination. But for many…its tough to be bold. (Speaking from experience.) The fear of BEING SEEN for all that you are…of TAKING UP SPACE….of “showing off” (that’s one from being a kid for sure).

Being BOLD..is NOT showing off. It is fulfilling the promises that you made before you came to this world. Its about remembering who you are here to BE. Taking action…making plans and following through…

Go ahead…be BOLD!!!
Tell me in the comments what your BOLD plans are!

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Solitude

Solitude isn’t always pretty.

Sometimes it’s just lying in bed and staring at the ceiling listening to the same song over and over again as it slowly loses its meaning. Sometimes it’s how people go mad because they couldn’t tame the darkness that was growing within them over time. Some days it’s a girl waking up without her soul. Some nights it’s a boy falling asleep with his spirit crushed. Sometimes it’s someone wanting to lose themselves to a person, but instead, they push that person away.

Solitude only becomes a prison when you do not love yourself. And even if you do love yourself it’s still a very dangerous thing, and the very benefits of it are the stars shining in its purest darkness.

Solitude isn’t always pretty but also are the truths that we find within ourselves when we learn to find solace in it.

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Storm

Lord I just ask you to guide me, in this pouring rain.
Praying for a change
All I feel is pain..
My life on this earth feels so alone
Everyone I love has met you
Don’t have anyone else to hold.
I still don’t know why you chose my life to suffer this way.
Broken hearted, ashed out blac & milds, emptied bottles,
Lost in a cycle..
Im praying to be strong, like my mom said
So I’m still fighting.
Living blinded, sometimes I do feel like screaming for help
But no one reached out a hand
When they knew that I fell.
Blessed that I now have an umbrella
To protect me from the rain
Im still holding on
Cause the season has never changed.
No one really heard of this pain
Cause we all sinners
We too focused on the hopes of fame.
But that’s just the flick that starts the flame
How could we hold our head up in the pouring rain
One day I shall release my spirit
Into the sun
Then reunite with all of my loved ones.

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Supreme Court- Dream!

Every law student (may be) dreams of working in the highest Court of Appeal of his country. The pictures above are from the higgest Court of Appeal of India, The Supreme Court. The Supreme Court of India is situated in New Delhi, the capital of India.

I am a law student studying in India. Like every law student, I also dream of learning and working in the Supreme Court of India and acing my career. I took these beautiful pictures from outside of the Court a week back while I was in the Supreme Court for some work. Photography inside the court is forbidden, thus no pictures of the court halls or offices inside.

The feeling of just visiting the Supreme Court was amazing for me. It was like a true blessing to me, showing me further light and taking me closer to my dreams.

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Search For The Truth.

There’s always a search for the truth,

I want to know about you.

The pain, the hate, the anger which exists,

It signifies them all, Only the truth can overcome it

It simplifies the way, but it seems harder to go.

It will hurt you first, but will always work after.

The tears may roll down your cheeks, but you will be happy after.

Things will never be same as before, but you will live freely.

The love, the trust, the respect you seek, It all starts within you.

So tell me the truth, which is always real.

The search will never stop, yes, it’s not over. We are forever!

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Beyond

I keep searching and searching for meaning.
I want to understand.
I think I’ve found something,
and the understanding melts away
to reveal still more questions
a deeper search, an endless journey.
Could I embrace the process of becoming?
Could I stop asking myself to arrive
and instead be content with each small step?
In the infinite realm of possibility
that is this Universe,
there is no end point,
just a constant cycling and recycling
of energy and experiences.
Even death is just another beginning.
So can I let go of the story
that I need some neat, tidy resolution
to the life I’ve lived thus far,
and simply love and embrace
the life I’m living right now?

A photo that was originally taken a few days back while I was crossing a forest in South Karnataka, India.

Guess the girl walking in the woods all alone? Yes. Its me.

She is in search of her answers, walking and looking for them, dying internally and waiting for the hell time to end. For she wants to end the hell time for once and for all, fix all the cracks in the wall of her life and get back to everything she had before and grow in life.

And what next?