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When goodnight
No longer means goodbye
And I can sleep
Inside your arms

When the world
No longer tries to keep us apart
And we are
Safe from harm

When our tears
No longer fall like the rain
And the sun smiles
Down from her dome

When we live
No longer separately in life
That is when
I will be home

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At first I thought,
I believed –
Poetry is effortlessly flawless;
Happy and perfect;
Verses and rhymes;
Beautiful and sublime –
I mean
I am rhyming right now,
Aren’t I?
I thought poetry could make you walk on sunshine.

I was so far from the truth.

I mean poetry is all that,
But it’s not just that,
It can’t be.
True poetry tells the story of a poet –
His happiness,
Her pain.
You can tell when he’s drunk in love,
And when she’s drugged up on hate.
True poetry makes your heart skip;
One beat;
Two beats;
Three beats;
It can turn the sweetest thing sour.

True poetry can make you glad when you’re sad,
But it can also make you sad when you’re glad.
You can relate to it;
You understand the poet;
He reminds you that the world isn’t filled with dark days,
She teaches you that sometime

everyone will desert you.

He found someone to take his pain away,
But she was unlucky and life gave her limes.

I know you know that true poetry speaks the truth,
Because only the truth can truly speak to you.
No matter what facade you keep up,
True poetry will seek out the real you.
And that is who I write for.

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Wonderful 19th

Birthday finally❤️

I have lots to say, but I’m just feeling so emotional that I’m unable to express my feelings here. I’m thankful, grateful and lucky to be blessed 🙏🏻😇❤️

Whoever I am today, it is all because of my Parents, my sibling, all my friends, my family of great souls who’ve never failed to pamper me and give me everything I wanted and needed in the name of attention and love!

Thankful to God for everything ❤️🙏🏻😇

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What if
I told you
not to discourage
The world and you

You’re the part of nature
The very part to be loved
and captured

The world can be cruel not
meeting your expectation

I want to encourage you

What we are not
We all need to be cared for
No-one needs to control you
You put you or not?
But your heart and soul
inside you
Was worth every
Worldbeat of a shot

Like an energy force

What we hear
let nature
take its course

How it got to you
But of course
Unexpected surprise or not
Another divorce
Spiritual eye
compelled you

Don’t pull yourself back
with negativity

Accept the craziness
You’re not the wallflower
The world captures you
every day cry or make it
your time to pray
Your head was spinning
with fascination like it was your
time of blessing

The restlessness above all the love
With such a will of ambition list
Feeling the dizziness

I know the world would be
a better place with smiling face
Show your hair with the
fresh cut daisy
The brightness soothes you

I will always be her sunshine
What makes us happy
That personal growth we don’t
need a wish just push forward
We were meant to do
this together
intertwined as both
Toward our happiness

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I survived

I read a quote somewhere that said,
“I don’t know how many times I have survived myself, without telling anyone else.”

And I felt those words shoot through every nerve in my body. I felt them so deeply.

And I wonder how many of us feel the same way.

How many nights we fought off the suicidal thoughts, the urge to cut, the urge to purge, the urge to run or to hide out, alone, too afraid to worry or bother our friends and family.

How many days and nights have we all suffered in our own darkness alone?

People like us fight a battle no one can ever fathom because it’s a battle no one can see. And we don’t let them.

I’ve fought myself and survived myself alone so many nights.

There were nights I use to lose my own battle. But some how still came out alive.

I guess that’s how we keep going. Because every time we give up we come out stronger.

You fight yourself and beat yourself up for so long that eventually you become a master of surviving a war.

We’re warriors.

“I don’t know how many times I’ve survived myself, without telling anyone else.”

Tonight, I’m telling all of you.

I survived myself.

And if you’re still here and you’re reading this, you survived yourself too.

It’s not easy but you did it.

And I’m so proud of you all.

The original quote “I dont know how many times I survived myself, without telling anyone else.”, which triggered the whole poem was written by @deadwatered (Tumblr)

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You Are All That I Am

These are the moments you remember in the end
And you are the song that I hear inside my head
And through all the fire, we took time to put it out
And once in the ashes, not a thing to cry about

With you came the sun
ever shining, always glowing, shed a light on all we’ve found
And if I stumble, I look to you and you pull my feet up off the ground

And I’ll keep on running though I know I won’t get too far
Cause you have me dancing on the sidewalk in the thunder
after everything went dark
I know we don’t have the answers but that don’t matter
we’ll still sit in wonder here together,
how the best is yet to come

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Sometimes its better to just give up,

death seems an easier way to escape,

people change and,

you never know when they play with you,

and your life,

for this is an evil world,

and none are trustworthy.

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You’re playing with my mind
I’m sick of hearing pretending you care
But never going to apologize
I know you’re lying through your teeth,
but you’re swearing on your life
And there’s no language that I know to make you understand I’m letting you go

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I can’t math
but I can word
Start telling students what they’re worth
grades do not define who you are
or how great you’ll be
they’re just sheets with ink that make you believe how dumb or smart you seem.

Some say we’re only put in school for the systems sake, oh how I wish this was fake.

We take tests and ache because we didn’t get that perfect ten. I wish we could all just shake it off our heads and don’t break of stress.

I’m not saying school is not important,
education is the key but school is the lock, it’s all about passing and we’re not even learning anymore.
As long as you follow the rules and pass your exams you’re cool,
but If your answer is something outside the box then the automatic respond is a cross.

Education expands your horizons and visions but school doesn’t get further from divisions.
Education inspires minds but school just fills our heads and they try to make us blind and not think for ourselves.
Just memorize equations, facts and dates, they say. For what really? half of them I’ll forget straight after the exam, god damn I just really don’t wanna be a lamb.

I often find myself on early mornings running to class, because I’ve spent the night studying, memorizing and trying to pass. I run just to find a spot on which I could rest my head and just sleep without making a scene,
because that’s the only time I ever spend on school/college chasing my dreams.

No, I’m not saying that school is bad and there’s nothing to gain; All I’m saying is set straight your aims and don’t believe all they say.
Stay in school, go to college, just don’t be a fool.

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What is the word acknowledgement, to someone
Who never does anything about what they acknowledge?
What good is acknowledging a problem,
If you choose not to act upon it?

It’s almost as if acknowledgement helps us believe
We are better people if we are aware of the bad within or around us
As if acknowledgement taints our minds
With a false sense of enlightenment
That being aware, is better than being there
To actually change what it is we acknowledge to be wrong

But if people only talked about their words, with no actions
We would only need to acknowledge, never having to change our ways
For acknowledgement can sometimes be, the golden word we need
That justifies an ignorance to our false sense of bliss